I Will Never Know
May 28, 2006 by lorddeathchin
The big smile you gave me,
To soothe this crying heart of mine,
The big hug you gave me,
Made me warm and comfy.
You are my Guardian,
Shielding me from the harsh world,
You are my only friend,
When the world around me crumbled.
I always hid behind your back,
Never once you complained,
I had always admire that nerve of yours,
Unwavering and unbroken.
Rain or shine my friend,
You are always tough,
Riding out great storms at sea,
The sea which I wouldn’t sail.
You are my mind and soul,
Your Will is my Wish,
Your words are Law,
Your presence is Divine.
A tear rolling down your cheek,
Your Divinity broken,
Darkness shrouds your presence,
My heart in pieces.
You smiled with your teary eye,
Assuring me that everything is fine,
My hand outstreched to reach you,
A pat on my head and you left.
You’d never tell me when you’re hurt,
You’d never let me know when you cry,
Still you’d stand in front of me,
Still you’d continue to be divine.
These tears I shed are not for me,
These tears I shed are only for you,
what is on your mind,
I will never know.
Maybe in due course of time,
You’d accept the reversal of roles,
However in the mean time,
I can only watch over you and pray.
A prayer I send to the gods,
Please help me reach this Broken Divinity,
This Divinity that has always been there for me,
Let me be there for this Divine Being of mine.
